Happy New Year~~
This is the first time i write for 2009.....
Though write it in Chinese...but too lazy edi....
that's why write in English is faster......
Recently so tired.....every time when thinks on writing the blog...
suddenly will feel sleepy.........
At the very beginning, this year wishes will be 'HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY'.....
Look easy but hard to reach on this.........
Assignment, exam and dissertation always keeps on running in my mind....
No time breathe d....even dun have single mood to talk.....
Admit myself most of the time also quite talkative but recently really doesn't have any mood to talk........
Moreover, there is something that confuse me......
hoping to get rid very soon! try my best! try my best!!! remind myself try my best!!!
Doesn't want to have any disappointment feeling anymore.....no energy to fight....also don't have chips to keep on losing....................
Happy CNY~~~
Feels extremely happy when reach CNY......
means there is one more chance for me to start a new life again.....
But two days before this, i had received a bad news.......
Best friend's mum pass away in an accident......
Firstly feel shock....but still can remain normal......
But at nite i know that there is no way to pretend....
An outsider like me also will cry badly.....what about the daughter?
I cant imagine what is my bestie's feelings......
Wish to call her but what can i said?
She is so tough.......i mean always tough....but the truth is she is just keeping those things in her heart........this is what i worry....
Ppl said life still goes on no matter what happened....but if this things happened on you.......can you said 'life still goes on?".
Is not happened on ownself and we will not know the actual feeling.....teach people on how to act always much more easier than we act it on our own......
This remind me a lot of thing........
If there is no tomorrow for me, i hope i will be honest to myself at least for today..........
Nobody can predict what happened in the next second.........
Shuld i do it? Its kindled dilemma.......
I hope i can do it........if not maybe i will feel regret for the rest of my life...... the same things will happened like before.........
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