Perhaps.....

What is the best solution to make sure what one's heart need?
Choose to avoid is oneself decision......
Always thinking and missing although its oneself choice to let go....
Perhaps,
Not to look at other peoples impression when decide on something is much more better.
but,
how many people can really did it?
one's life always look like a dream...
when wake up one day,
many things will change accordingly the current situation...

I suggest we should live happily.....
no matter what happen tomorrow just make sure live happily today.
You cant control what will happen tomorrow but,
You can make sure you didnt regret for the live for today.....

I'm deciding to let go something,
not because I'm just play or not serious in the beginning.....
But is,
I'm dillemma in between my feeling and principle.....

Perhaps,
Maybe i feel tired to sacrifice or make the first move......
But,
When i use the whole energy to avoid...
to let go..
to forget....
even,
to lie myself......
God still like to play merry go around with me.

How hard i avoid, it will still appear in sudden....
How hard i try to let go, it will still stick to me....
How hard i want to forget, it will still be the memory...
How hard i lie to myself, i still cant get rid of your shadow.......

Perhaps,
this is my fate.......
I'm trying to fall for you.....
I really do.......

But if you never even realize it.....
That's mean you never seen to sense what I'm doing all the time.

I've had done so much in the past,

Perhaps,
I had lost all the confident that i can use......

I'm not dare to sacrifice that lot...
I'm scare to face the failure one more time...

Perhaps also.......
this is the reason i cant make sure what i want...
what my heart need
or eventhough....

what's the road that i need to choose with you.......