Tag by Sis = That's why going to TAG ppl...-.-'

Name 15 closest ppl 2 u(includin d person hu tagged u if u think he/she is close 2 u):

a.Theng Theng
b.Esther Wong (Ah Peak)
c.Carmen Tan (Ah Wen)
d.Chew Soon Yee ( ShunRuu)
e.Vincent Lai (Tet Chon)
f.Cheah Wai Meng (Sammi)
g.Oswin Tan (Ah Beng)
h.Cindy Tan (Cincy)
i.Kc Lee (Chuency)
j.Katrina Hon (Yen Ting)
k.Christopher Tay (Chrisy)
l.Simmons Lew ( Chee How)
m.Yoong Sze Mun
n.Tan Wan Jin
o.Tan Yann Hwa

I.What is L's full name?
Lew Chee How.... of course i remember....my driver what.... :)

2.What is ur relationshp with h?
Pet and Owner...my kitten la...hehe....Actually is one of my dearie :)

3.What type of person is a?
Haha...this one ah.... noisy and sturborn...dunno look like who...but ho...she is always the cutest in my heart! no one can compare =p

4.How do you got 2 knw b?
I know her since standard 4 (10years old), we're joining the band group...start from that day onwards...we're ji mui edi...:)(the besties)

5.What does d wants 2 b when she grows up?
My childhood friends....also ji mui ranking... she will be an accountant very soon! congrats..... :)

6.Is it possible 4 f and k to married in d future?
Please la....0% possible...they dunno each other and the important is they are both guys! except they going to become gay later....=p

7.Who is m's favorite actor or actress?
Waw...all handsome and pretties also is her favorite.....hard to specified... :)

8.Does i hv any bf or gf?
Got la..got la.... Cincy kitten is her gf lo....lolz


9.How is c's family background?
She is one of my besties...eldest of four.... family bg? sure good! nothing can compare :)

10.Did u ever kissed n b4?
Of course ah...my cousins what....just 10 years old...kiss dou ng kiss...muacks!

11.What is e's favourite drama?
Tis one ah...also a lot wo....he likes drama-ing...cant reli know it..haha XD

12.Does j ever make u angry b4?
My dear wo....angry also wont be long, moreover she always treats me nice...:)

13.What is g's occupation?
A UTAR FULL TIME STUDENT IN ADVERTISING....XD

14.Is o a funny person and does she ever make u laugh b4?
My another cousin?? haha...of course la.... he always can make me laugh....XD

15.Is b preety /handsem??Describe her looks..
Of course! always pretty in my heart! from top to bottom also pretty...so no need describe..part part also nice! hehe....

16.What is u saddest moment together wt j?
haha...saddest ah? let me think think...happy got a lot la...if saddest de...maybe is when we have misunderstanding...:)

17.Will c and l be a great couple?
Argh...will not happened, okay?

18.Is a clever or stupid?
My sis wo....u said clever or stupid....of course same clever as me!!! :)

19.Does k hates n?
Why have to hates a little girl? haha...summore they dunno each other... wan hate also impossible la...

20.Does e has any secret admirer??
Haha...gt gt.....but cant tell...shhhh....secret here

21.Did u argue wt f b4???
Nolah, wont argue...cozz he wont argue with me...he always damn tolerance with me de.... never gt chance to argue...if gt also only is me who scold him...haha....

22.Who is m's fav singer???
Nt sure wo....let me ask ask her first...hehe

23.What is ur happiest moment tat u share wt i???
Waw!! many!!! uncountable...need said which one first...haha....

24..Who is o's best friend?
haha....i dunno oh... never ask my cousin about who is his best friend wo.

25..Who is l's important person in his/her life?
err....this one ahh...parents? haha....maybe gt another gua....hehe

26. What's c and k means to u?
Both means a lot.....how lot? no difference in any categories. C is my besties what...of course meaningful...K is my puppy...haha..joking la....

U must tag at least 5 ppl after u hv finish answering all d questions..
PPL In Trouble:
1.Katrina Hon
2.Simmons Lew
3.Vincent Lai
4.Kc Lee
5.SoonYee Chew

不想受伤，只好放弃

最近突然和五哥哥联络起来

哥哥说我变了很多，

他说不可以第一眼就认的我。。。。。

其实我也是啊。。。。。

我也不相信那个是他如果不是七哥哥说，

我想了很多，

也想决定很多，

可是最后我什么都想不到，

也不要说去决定什么，

有人跟我说我每一次要的都是不适合我的，

不管从哪一个开始，

我都在错，

哥哥要我放弃，

朋友也说放弃吧。。。。

是最好的决定，

可是我好像放弃不到。。。。。

没办法了，

我只有放弃这一个choice,

不想也没有办法，

因为我不要让自己变得那么辛苦，

七年的事情之后，

我跟自己说过，

我一定要好好的爱我自己，

我知道我心情最近变得非常的不好，

脾气也不好，

因为我自己要的是什么我也不懂，

我好不容易好起来，

我不可能回到以前的生活，

说我selfish，

我也是没有办法

当难过已经代替了开心，

那个感觉对我来说已经变了，

多么的不想放手，也要放，

很明白自己没有能力去伤第二次，

以前到现在都喜欢做over自己能力的事，

以后我也会那样把。。。。。。

可是这一次不可以，

我还要生活下去，

刚刚半死的状态好起来，

一定要好好保护自己，

虽然很可惜，

不过好过以后发现已经太晚了，

真的很累。。。。。。。

还好有人support。。。。。

在难过也可以渡过把。。。。。。。

哭了之后醒过来有是brand new day.....

This time better a lot =p

My 3 Tops LOVEY-DOVEY...muacksss

I WILL OWN THESE THREE MALTESE, TOY POODLE AND SHIH TZU IN FUTURE (VERY SOON)!!! *Muackssss*

放放放。。。。。。。。。。

我很累。。。。真的很累。。。。。。

我已经没有力气，为何就不可以了解吗？

不要让我觉的讨厌，

一路走下去我都没有忘记我的承诺，

为了承诺，我放弃了很多。。。。

这样还不满意？？

要我这么做？

把我变成很辛苦。。。。。。。。。。。。。

现在到了要自己骗自己的感觉，

我是说过，

不要每一份每一秒都想办法去CONTROL我，

我不生气不代表我没有权力,

很想透透气。。。。。

你需要时间，

我需要空间。。。。。

我不喜欢现在的一切。。。。。。。。。。。

放开我，

放开你自己，

难道你一点都不辛苦？

我非常的辛苦，

我跟你说过，

我不适合你，

你说可以慢慢培养，

已经培养了一段时间，

我还是没有感觉。。。。。。。。

你想我用什么来跟你在一起？

喜欢我很久不代表很伟大，

你说很想为我好，

可是你现在是为我好吗？

从小到现在我都是想 MONOPOLY。。。。。

可是你不是我想 MONOPOLY 的那一个。。。。。。

对你我只有感谢。。。。。。。。

其实想说的，

你的SURPRISE原来对我来说是SHOCK...............

求求你不要再这样下去，

I CANT STAND THAT LONGER.......

你不累，

可是我会死，